I'M AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!! YEAHH!!! I ROCK!!! I'M GOING TO SUCCEED IN LIFE AND IN EVERYTHING I DO BECAUSE I'M THAT FUCKING AWESOME!

I'M NOT GOING TO LET ANYTHING HOLD ME BACK! I'LL GRIT MY FREAKING TEETH IF IT HURTS, AND I'LL ENJOY THE PAIN BECAUSE WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME ONLY MAKES ME STRONGER!

I'LL HOLD THE PAST WITH BOTH HANDS AND CHERISH IT AND WISH TO RELIVE IT BUT I WON'T LET THAT STOP ME FROM LOOKING AT THE FUTURE WITH A PINOY GLINT IN MY EYE!

I LOST 20 OVER KILOGRAMS! I GOT DISTINCTIONS FOR BOTH MY SCIENCES WHEN PEOPLE SAID I CAN'T! I NEARLY TOPPED THE SCHOOL FOR O-LEVELS! I WAS A PROMINENT FIGURE IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL! I CAN DANCE!

I CAN DO ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO DO! I DON'T KNOW ABOUT EVERYBODY ELSE; THEY'RE LIVES SHOULDN'T EVEN MATTER TO ME, BUT I MAKE IT A POINT TO BE INVOLVED IN LIVES OF OTHERS, BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM, I AM NOTHING.

SO, MY READERS! JOIN ME IN MY QUEST! IN WHATEVER WAY YOU CAN, HELP ME TO BE THE BEST I CAN BE, BECAUSE I ASSURE YOU, I WILL HELP YOU!

I'LL SMILE, EVEN IF THAT SMILE FEELS LIKE A GASH ON MY FACE FROM WHICH BLOOD GUSHES OUT FROM, BECAUSE I WILL BE POSITIVE! I WILL MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT I HAVE, BECAUSE WHAT I NEED IS ALREADY HERE, I JUST DON'T SEE IT SOMETIMES, BUT I WILL OPEN MY EYES FROM NOW ON!

I WILL STRIVE! I WILL BE DETERMINED! I WILL SET MY MIND TO SUCCESS! I WILL GIVE MEANING TO EACH MINUTE GOD GIVES ME IN MY LIFE!

THERE IS NO TIME TO REGRET! THE FUTURE IS NOW, AND THE POWER IS WITHIN ME! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

C'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MONC'MON!

I CAN DO IT! WHATEVER COMES, COMES! I WILL NOT BE A LOSER! PEOPLE WILL LOOK AT ME AND SAY "I WANT TO BE LIKE HIM!"

C'MON RAYMOND! YOU'RE TURNING 17 SOON! DON'T MOPE AROUND ANYMORE! THINGS WILL TUR OUT POSITIVELY! BELIEVE IT! JUST TRY YOUR BEST, LIKE YOU ALWAYS HAVE! PEOPLE WILL REALISE THAT, SOMEHOW!

C'MON RAYMOND! YOU CAN DO IT! YOU'VE GOT SO MUCH UNDERLYING POTENTIAL! EVERYBODY SAYS SO! PEOPLE SAYS YOU'RE A MUGGER, BUT YOU KNOW HOW YOU REALLY ARE! YOU'RE SMART, AND YOU'VE GOT EXCELLENT PEOPLE SKILLS! PEOPLE LIKE YOU 'CAUSE YOU'VE GOT TACT, AND IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP!

YOU'LL RUN FOR STUDENT COUNCIL WITH THE BLESSING OF MANY OTHERS WHO SAY YOU'LL MAKE A FINNE ADDITION TO THE COUNCIL!

YOU'LL TALK TO YOUR DRAMA TEACHER! YOU'RE NOT GOING TO RUN AWAY FROM HER ANYMORE! MAYBE YOU MADE THE WRONG CHOICE, BUT WHAT'S OVER IS OVER, AND YOU'VE GOT TO FACE UP TO THE CONSEQUENCES!

YOU'LL HELP OUT THE DRAMA CLUB! YOU'VE BEEN SO NEGATIVE ABOUT THEM, BUT YOU REALISE THAT THERE ARE AREAS YOU KNOW THEY CAN IMPROVE IN. THEY HAVE THE POTENTIAL AND YOU WILL HELP THEM REACH THEIR APEX!!!!!!!!!! AGHGHGHH!!!!!!!!! YOU COMPLAIN THAT BECAUSE THE COACH IS THERE, THERE'S LITTLE YOU CAN DO! BUT YOU WILL GIVE ADVICE FROM BACKSTAGE! YOU CAN HELP, AND YOU WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!1

NOW, EVERYBODY HAS READ YOUR PEP-TALK RAYMOND! EVERYBODY KNOWS YOUR INTENTIONS! YOU WILL NOT DISAPPOINT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAY IT AGAIN!

I WANT TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NOTHING'S GOING TO STOP ME!!!!!!!!!

I'M THIS FUCKING AWESOME!